New Love

When I first met you
My feeling was empty
After some time of knowing you
Something started to grow inside

Now...
Eventhough I haven't known you long enough
Your name, your face, your face
Start to fill the empty space inside.

It cause a whirlwind inside
Since I know not about
What you have in your mind
The curiousity burns me alive

I wish I didn't have to feel the way I feel
I wish I knew what you feel
I wish you felt as I feel
I wish for the universe to always be with you.

Favourite reading

There are many things that I like to read. I like reading novels and manga. The novels that I like to read are novels made by Sidney Sheldon and Sandra Brown and Harry Potter. I also like to read harlequin for recreation. By the way, Harry Potter is not an author. I'm sure you know that. I like it because it's really interesting. It's something that we never find in real life. And I also like to read Chicken Soup or stories that can lift up our spirit, or real-life stories that can make us cry, because it's so touching. I also like to read good novels such as literature. My favorite one is Pride and Prejudice, it's so fun and witty. I start to like novels written by Paulo Coelho, since I read The Alchemists. You have to read it.
Well, about manga, I'm sure people who like to read manga are quite rare, especially someone as old as I am. People (especially Indonesian) always think that manga is for kids. And it's not true, I often found manga which is for adult. The reason I like manga because first, reading it is like watching it, I don't have to imagine the episode. Second, the pictures and the stories are good. Sometimes the stories remind us about something that we never even think about. There's philosophy in it. Well, I know that most of mangas are for recreation, but there are some which we have to use our brain just to understand. I don't know when I will stop reading manga. But I think I will never stop reading it. I don't care whether people think that I'm childish just because I like to read it. It means that, those people don't understand what manga is and what's inside it, and it also means that they are narrow-minded because they can judge by the cover only.

Shadow

Those smiling faces, how wonderfully seen

Like the sun in a brightful day

Like the flower touched by the glorious rain

Nevertheless, you'll never know

People love not the unseen

the beauty lies inside,

nor the crack grows within,

only the lies glow the face

But, who will realize

The love grows in the dark

The pain cries in silence

The child stays under the shade

Pain always come and go

People smile freely, but I

who silently walk alone and

stand in the darkside of the sunshine